Sunday, December 20, 2009

Enjoy Your Life =D

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...


Salam everyone. Hopefully whoever reading this is in the pink of health, insyaAllah. i myself is in good condition. currently staying at home, babysitting my brother and taking care of the house =p feeling quite bored at times. which is why i decided to look for a book to read throughout this break. i was shopping with my bestie yesterday and i found this really interesting book titled 'Enjoy Your Life' by Dr Muhammad al-Arifi and it costed RM 60 (ouch lol).




i just started reading it today and my impression of the content was, not bad at all. i recommend it for Muslim teenagers. it is no different from the Chicken Soup for the Soul series, except that there were addition of hadiths and excerpts from the Quran. basically this book aimed in shaping the interpersonal skills and utilising the hidden abilites of young Muslims in line with al-Quran and Sunnah. The author also presented the readers with some examples from the Seerah of Rasulullah, of how Rasulullah and his companions disentangle crisises during their time, and how we could extract lessons from the events so that we could apply them to our current lives. very inspiring. two thumbs up plus a smile =D


Saturday, December 12, 2009

Buat Ukhti Teh Afifah yg disayangi...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....

Allah hath purchased of the believers their persons and their goods; for theirs (in return) is the garden (of Paradise): they fight in His cause, and slay and are slain: a promise binding on Him in truth, through the Law, the Gospel, and the Qur'an: and who is more faithful to his covenant than Allah. then rejoice in the bargain which ye have concluded: that is the achievement supreme (9:111)

Be sure we shall test you with something of fear and hunger, some loss in goods or lives or the fruits (of your toil), but give glad tidings to those who patiently persevere (2:155)

just two days ago one of our akhowats was befell with a tragedy. she was scheduled to get married on 11/12/2009, in the morning and a few hours later, her husband, her mother- and father-in law met with a tragic accident which swept away their lives. Innalillahiwailaihi rajiun...may Allah bless the souls of Akhi Ariff and his parents. Amin.

to my my beloved Ukhti Teh Afifah, i pray that you will weather this hard time with patience (sabr) and may Allah bless you with solace and peace at heart. He is Most Loving and Giving, and He will neveer abandon His servants who are loyal and compliant. Kak Teh, you are a strong person. HE knew you could endure such hardship, which is why He chose you. You gave me strength Kak Teh, by just seeing you in the newspapers and in television. For someone like me who has very brittle iman, i feel as if i obtain the strength to be a better servant to Him. So that when HE test me with such event, i can withstand it.

Ya Allah Ya Rahim, Ya Jabbar Ya Mutakabbir...please forgive us for neglecting you, abandoning you...please help us, assist us in our trying times...please don't punish us before we have the chance to repent...Ya Allah, before you take us away from this dunya, allow us to leave with iman in heart...knowing that there is No Ilah besides You and Muhammad is Your Messenger..Amin..

to whoever reading this, tolong sedekahkan Al-Fatihah kepada Akhi Ariff, kedua ibubapanya dan rakan Akhi yg turut terkorban...

http://www.bharian.com.my/Current_News/BH/Saturday/BeritaUtama/20091212062835/Article

Wallahu A'alam

Monday, November 30, 2009

>_<

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....


often, when things don't turn out the way you wanted it to be, you start asking yourself why. (stare at the wall and blink twice). you knew that you planned it well, all set, and knew it is going to yield out right. when i was in taylors i used to get over-the-top emotional when it comes to exam results. they were usually acceptable, not too bad. but i always thought they were not compatible to my so-called enormous efforts. sometimes i just couldnt accept the fact that my results were slightly lower than some of my classmates. so i would call my parents and complained. and sometimes cried. i know, i was such a drama queen.

tahajjud, sunat prayers, sunat fasting, were only during the exam seasons. i thought if i performed all these additional prayers and ibadah, Allah would be pleased with me and He would give me the exam results i wanted. well, i am very very grateful that Allah was really patient with me back then. i usually get what i wanted, but i did not accept them wholeheartedly. but Allah knows best, He is the best planner and He knows His servants well. underlying the events happening in our lives are lessons for us to decipher and reason.

if i would have gotten what i wanted, i don't know where do i stand in His eyes...Ya Allah, forgive me Ya Allah..i was such an ungrateful piece of rot...
But verily thy Lord is full of grace to mankind: Yet most of them are ungrateful (27:73)
last night i checked out my exam results, which determined whether i could get in officially into med school and Alhamdulillah, i passed. this means i am returning to auckland next year. the results were not that great, but the MAIN POINT is, i got through. what i got was what He wills. i learnt to accept, because acceptance shows gratitude. and if i really mean it when i said, " i'm doing the exam because of Allah," i would not be whining like how i used to. i guess i should stop looking at the value of the results as what is stated on the result sheet. i should stop comparing my results with others. i should stop asking myself foolish questions. what i should do is start viewing my results as a sign of love from Him. i should start believing in Him to guide my life. i should start improvising myself in terms of my relationship with Allah.

So put thy trust in Allah. for thou art on (the path of) manifest Truth. (27:79)
Wallahu a'alam. =)

(congrats to aliaa,aida, aan and afiq too. you guys rock. heh)

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Ittaqullah

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Update:

i have been abandoning this blog for quite some time. and that doesnt give a good feeling. well, i was busy with some stuff..and i always had had something to write about but the timing is always not right. i am finally back in malaysia last saturday after a long and tiring flight. but i'm glad i'm home Alhamdulillahirabbil alamin =) and oh yeah, selamat hari raya aidil adha to everyone =) taqabballahu minna waminkum =)





On the authority of Abu Dhar Jundub bin Junadah, and Muadh bin Jabal that the messenger of Allah said :

"Fear Allah wherever you are, and follow up a bad deed with a good one and it will wipe it out, and behave well towards people."
Tirmithi narrated the hadith and said it was fine, and in another version, said true and fine


The first phrase of this hadith is clearly significant although it is such a simple message. 'Fear Allah wherever you are' means (according to Mustafa Abdul Rahman) to remember and fear Him regardless of place and time, in any possible situation. Regardless of whether we are among others or by ourselves. two different places may have different environments (bi'ah). adaptation to different environments may be complicated as distinctive environment has its own societal make-up and norms. as a Muslim who understands, one should not be dissolved into the norms of the defined society (if it doesnt conform to the norms of Islam). this is difficult i know..

O ye that believe! Fear Allah, and believe in His Messenger, and He will bestow on you a double portion of His Mercy: He will provide for you a Light by which ye shall walk (straight in your path), and He will forgive you (your past): for Allah is Oft- Forgiving, Most Merciful. (57:28)

the right thing to do is to have pride in what the Prophet (pbuh) taught us. a wise thing to do is to show others the characteristics and the beauty of Islam, through our personality, clothings, speech and attitude. this is a jihad of the mind. while there are others who havent seen yet what Islam has to offer, WE the ones who 'understands' this religion by heart has the obligation to convey to them what is true.

nobody is without sins. in the following phrase, Rasulullah said 'Follow up a bad deed with a good one and it will wipe it out'. It simply means that our good deed could deplete our past sins.

And establish regular prayers at the two ends of the day and at the approaches of the night: For those things, that are good remove those that are evil: Be that the word of remembrance to those who remember (their Lord): (11:114)


Ibnu Mas'ud once said that praying five times a day could deplete the sins committed in between the prayer times.

Rasulullah also said that we should 'behave well towards other people'. So this part of the hadith is a bit disconnected to the rest of the hadith. The first two parts told us of fearing ALlah and countinuously do good deeds to wipe out the bad ones. what is the connection between the former two with the latter'? this hadith is trying to convey the message that taqwa towards Allah also includes doing good towards others. You see, taqwa, literally speaking, is holistic. implementing taqwa towards Allah also means imparting it into our actions. only ALlah knows if there is taqwa in you, nobody else can know it. while others may not know it, they can actually SEE IT through how you go about your life. and one of them is how you behave toward others.

Wallahu a'alam.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Tough Enough

Exam periods are tough times. Really.

Not because it is the period when the clever is differentiated from the genius.

Or the Acers from the Average.

They are really the time to distinguish between the hopeful and the hopeless.

From Umar ibn Al-Khattab from the Prophet (PBUH) who said:

“If only you relied on Allah a true reliance, He would provide sustenance for you just as He does the birds: They fly out in the morning empty and return in the afternoon with full stomachs.”

(Ahmad, An-Nasaa’I, Ibn Majah, Al-Hakim and At-Tirmidhi who said: “Hassan sahih”)

It is the time when the people of perseverance are rewarded and quitters quit.

Anas (may Allah be pleased with him) reported: Messenger of Allah (PBUH) said, “Whoever says (upon leaving his house):

بسم الله توكلت على الله ولا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله

‘Bismillah, tawakkaltu ‘alallah, wa la hawla wa la quwwata illa billah

(I begin in the Name of Allah; I trust in Allah; there is no altering of conditions but by the Power of Allah),’ it will be said to him: ‘You are guided, defended and protected.’ The devil will go far away from him.”

(Abu Dawud, At-Tirmidhi and An-Nasa‘i)

It is the key to tell between the people of iman, patience and tawakkal from the people of doubt, complaint and regret.

So dear brothers and sisters, dont despair and never lose hope..

Tough times never last, but tough people do..


(This is a recent post from http://baitussyifa.wordpress.com/)

Monday, November 2, 2009

Ya Allah...please please...

Let me stay.

Allow me to do this right. I want to do this right.

Ya Allah...

Please listen to my prayers...

Ya Allah...

Please don't forsake me...

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Saturday, October 17, 2009

Hadith 1

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.....

It is narrated on the authority of Amirul Mu'minin, Abu Hafs 'Umar bin al-Khattab, radiyallahu 'anhu, who said: I heard the Messenger of Allah, sallallahu 'alayhi wasallam, say:

"Actions are (judged) by motives (niyyah), so each man will have what he intended. Thus, he whose migration (hijrah) was to Allah and His Messenger, his migration is to Allah and His Messenger; but he whose migration was for some worldly thing he might gain, or for a wife he might marry, his migration is to that for which he migrated." (Bukhari & Muslim)



Every deed is initiated by intention (niat). Sometimes, what we do may not reflect waht our intentions are. But the Only One who Knows is of course Allah. The AlMighty Judge. For example, two persons going to perform Hajj may look like they are executing one of the Five Pillars of Islam. However, one of them may have other intentions, like he may want to shop for souvenirs more than he wanted to perform ibadah towards Allah. And in contrast, the other person wished to perform Hajj with the intention of elevating his Iman. And according to the hadith above, they both will be granted what they wished for.

During the time of Hijrah, there was this man who wanted to migrate to Madinah because he wished to marry a woman. Whereas the others who were embarking the exodus, they had the intention of liberating Islam from oppression in Makkah. Well, Rasulullah said, the man and the rest of the pack will get what they wished for and they will be repaid by Allah according to their respective intentions.

However, speaking of purity of intentions, the most divine and highly deed emanates from a heart full of aspiration towards strengthening the iman towards Allah Taala. the deed is not necessarily ibadah, it could be anything that we do everyday. eat, sleep, drink, walk...as long as they were being credited towards Allah, because of ALlah. what was being executed from right purposes, will retain a good status. however, if the deed emanated from a bad intention, thus the deed is indeed bad. although it may appear good.

And be ye not like those who forgot Allah. and He made them forget their own souls! Such are the rebellious transgressors! (59:19)

Dan janganlah kamu menjadi seperti orang-orang yang telah melupakan (perintah-perintah) Allah, lalu Allah menjadikan mereka melupakan (amal-amal yang baik untuk menyelamatkan) diri mereka. Mereka itulah orang-orang yang fasik - derhaka.(59:19)

Imam Nawawi classified our deeds into 3 parts.

1. the deed was being performed on the grounds of fearing Allah. This kind of deed is called the Deed of Servants (Ibadah Hamba)

2. the deed was being performed on the grounds of attaining rewards and Jannah from Allah. this kind of deed is called the Deed of Merchants (Ibadah Saudagar)

3. the deed was being performed on the grounds of executing his obligations as a fearful servant of Allah, to justify his gratitude towards Allah and always feel cautious if his deed was not being accepted by Allah because of his carelessness or oblivioussness. This deed is called the Deed of the Liberated (Ibadah yang Merdeka).

The categories of deeds above are all rightful intentions.

Thus when Aishah Radiallahuanha asked Rasulullah, why was he so insistent in performing ibadah every night, without fail until his feet were sore and bruised, although he was guaranteed Jannah in the end. Now, we can understand why Rasulullah answered "I just wanted to prove my gratitude towards ALlah,"

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The conclusion here is, know your intentions. know your priorities. get them right. if you plant the right seed, the flower will come out right, healthy and beautiful. nothing can go wrong because you started right. you will end up at the rightful path, InsyaALlah.

Wallahu a'lam..

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

ar-Rijal and an-Nisa

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

This is an interesting preach by Khalid Yassin regarding the obligations of us ar-Rijal and an-Nisa...=)

i particularly like the part when he said that Muslim women are the Flowers of Islam...hehe..makes me smile..=)


Monday, October 5, 2009

Himmah 'Aaliah 2

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....

This post is from a friend's blog. A friend from UNSW, Australia (First Year Medical student). This should be a continuation of the previous post about himmah 'aaliyah. the himmah that was portrayed by the brothers in UNSW puts ME to shame. this is the himmah that we want among our brothers and sisters in Islam. (Jazakallah khair eyh for allowing me to plagiarise lol).

http://damediccrow.blogspot.com/

"Assalammualaikum wbt

This week... is a holiday for the faculty of medicine @ unsw... but I cant really go anywhere this whole week... why? bcoz there's....



Click poster to find out more

I dont really know how I got involved in this, I was like sleeping in the UNSW musolla after Asar prayer... then Huzaifah came to me and asked me if I'm free... and suddenly I'm at the meeting... and Sabir (the president of ISOC - Islamic Society on Campus) told me; "get all the Malaysians that I see 8 out of 10 hours I'm at uni everyday to get involved.." and he put me on the food commitee..

Well, time passed by... we have meetings every week.. the one thing that we really have shortage is ironically manpower... ironic because... there's a lot of muslims on campus... there's like 500 from Saudi's and Malaysian I think easily surpasses 200++, not to mention from Pakistan, India, and other muslims countries...

Yeah, people's been busy with uni life and all...

But, there was this one meeting where one of the brother has test the hour after that, but he still went to the meeting... and participate well... even though he has test the next hour... MasyaAllah... even for me I've been making a lot of excuses to myself to avoid doing some jobs or stuffs... I'm really far left behind them in terms of jihad... and I thought I have it...

Trying to organize an event this big where trying to spread da'wah to especially to the non-muslims is very very hard... its really sad yet inspiring seeing the brothers and sisters really struggling hard to get this done... they have to skip classes, go all around uni to meet people, call up people, photocopying, pasting posters... and many more... at times I wonder... how can they still have the spirit to do this? If I were them... I'd probably given up...

It was because of this that I felt... its wrong for me to leave them alone... as a muslims whom Allah has opened my eyes to witness them.. how could I pretended nothing happened?

Anyway, they sacrificed a lot of their time to do this... in fact 3 of the commitee members are doing medicine 3rd and 4th year!! There's law student, petroleum, business, econs... you name it man.. almost all faculty has a representatives...so if I say I'm too busy that I cannot help them?? yeah right... Alhamdulillah, most of the time Allah swt get rid of all the excuses and helped carry my lazy self from the bed to help them...

Ali, one of the brothers said to me "the best thing of getting involve in IAW, is you get to meet new friends..."

Well said brother...

All the brothers in the IAW commitee, if I weren't here, I would not even know them!! (even though one of the brothers is actually a 4th year med student). MasyaAllah, all of them are very good muslims, they are not afraid, nor care-free or even lazy to propagate Islam.

"Let's go to a CBS (Campus Bible Studies) meeting, and tell them to learn about Islam and come to IAW" , "yeah, I'll do it!" a brother said without any hesitation. if it was Me... going into a christian club and saying come to islamic event... ???

"let's put out a poster stating Jesus was (actually is..) a Muslim!" <-- and we really did print out this posters... if it were me, i wouldn't even dare... These are some of the normal conversation you hear from them... showing how they are really serious to spread Islam... and how far behind I am... someone told me... "islam akan naik kembali dari Nusantara..." hmmm..... Anyway... I'm really really grateful that Allah swt fated for me to be involved in this... this is just another blessings from Him, for me to learn more about Islam from the international brothers... there's a lot I can learn from them~!! and hopefully someday I'll be able to become someone as inspiring as them...

Today.. the last day of preparation, we went postering and chalking almost the whole uni so that on monday the people will only see UNSW... and today I was again impressed by the spirits of the brothers and sisters... totally totally impressed... I was at many time saying... "cmon man that's enough..." but they're like keep on going... I still have a lot to learn~ Anyway, it was really tiring for all of us... but what came to my mind is... it would definitely be easier if there were a lot of people helping... like I said earlier... we're really short on manpower... but Alhamdulillah, we've done our target after working from 10.00am to 4.00pm.. some of them even stayed longer since there's more work to do...

Hopefully next year, we'll have more people helping out with the next IAW... and hopefully by then me myself will not be saying "owh I'm busy with assignments/projects/exams/other programs etc..." Bcoz there's brothers out there that's doing someting very good and is very near to us and really really hoping to get some help from us... I overheard a brother's conversation..

"If we can't even get this done, forget about Palestine man..." <-- he's actually referring about the Friday's prayers problem at UNSW, but I just think its also relevant here, if I cant even help this brother who's so close to me, why am I even dreaming of helping Palestine?



And we wonder how come Palestine is still not free... bcoz no one will really helped them unless they're there in Palestine (generally speaking... no offense), some do.. yeah


So that's its for preparation, Alhamdulillah for all the stuffs that Allah's enabled us to do... and hopefully it will be a very successfull week, hopefully people will come to our events, hopefully we get to see some people converting to Islam.. InsyaAllah...

I myself been really lazy with the preparations, hopefully Allah will forgive me for that... and hopefully I gained a lot from this"

Hopefully this post could have some input to our himmah insyaAllah....

Wallahu a'alam

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Himmah 'Aaliyah

BIsmillahirrahmnirrahim....


Those who do wish for the (things of) the Hereafter, and strive therefore with all due striving, and have Faith,- they are the ones whose striving is acceptable (to Allah) (17:19)

Dan sesiapa yang menghendaki akhirat dan berusaha mengerjakan amal-amal yang baik untuk akhirat dengan usaha yang layak baginya, sedang ia beriman, maka mereka yang demikian keadaannya, diberi pahala akan amal usahanya. (17:19)
remember the times when you wanted something so badly, how you worked your heart out to get it? remember how oblivious you are to the world when the only thing you think about is that 'something'? i recalled a few weeks before sitting for my SPM, i was so into studying, revising, not forgetting praying, qiam, reciting the Quran, etc. i remembered how determined i was to win that story telling competition at my school when i was in standard three. (spent nights and days talking to myself in front of the mirror, haha...but i lost..huhu). these were the times when we are at our best, the moments when we portray resiliency, passion, determination and endurance. Himmah A'aliyah. Means high-spirited and driven.

However it is essential that we are driven for the right causes. In our case, the utmost important cause is to inculcate that himmah in our iman towards Allah Taala. nevertheless, to have himmah in worldly affairs is not entirely wrong. it is just that the worldly himmah is not as 'divine' and not as 'highly'.
What is the life of this world but play and amusement? But best is the home in the hereafter, for those who are righteous. Will ye not then understand? (6:32)

Dan tidak (dinamakan) kehidupan dunia melainkan permainan yang sia-sia dan hiburan yang melalaikan: dan demi sesungguhnya negeri akhirat itu lebih baik bagi orang-orang yang bertaqwa. Oleh itu, tidakkah kamu mahu berfikir? (6:32)

Abu Qassim al-Junaid once told:

"the beginning to every matter is himmah. so, bear that himmah,"
To err is human. to maintain that himmah is not all easy. often we have many matters at hand and we tend to forget our main purpose of life. therefore to renew that himmah is crucial. say if you failed in something, you wouldn't want to stay in that sorry state for long, would you? you would want to 'recharge' and pull yourself back on track.

A few ways to renew your himmah is doa, ibadah, get busy with things to bring you closer to Allah, and zikrulmaut. for myself, it takes a bit of effort to gain that enthusiasm in obtaining that himmah aaliyah. at times i find myself thinking and pondering irrelavant matters. childish and immature, that's how i think of myself. many times, my friends would tell me how i think too much and i don't give myself much 'space to breathe'. (this is totally out of topic, but apa salahnya luahkan perasaan skali skala kan..haha)

whereas some of the factors that weaken our himmah is wahan (
love of the world and dislike of death), futur, waste of time, laziness, and being acquainted with people of low himmah.

Narrated Thawban:

The Prophet (peace_be_upon_him) said: The people will soon summon one another to attack you as people when eating invite others to share their dish. Someone asked: Will that be because of our small numbers at that time? He replied: No, you will be numerous at that time: but you will be scum and rubbish like that carried down by a torrent, and Allah will take fear of you from the breasts of your enemy and last enervation into your hearts. Someone asked: What is wahn (enervation). Apostle of Allah (peace_be_upon_him): He replied: Love of the world and dislike of death.




may our efforts in increasing our himmah be accepted by Him and may we be the true winners in the end.

Wallahu a'alam...



Friday, September 18, 2009

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....



This is what i have to say for myself:

I am contented and grateful with what i have now and i have no reason to look back at the past

I can't alter anything and i am not going to waste my time contemplating on things that are just
aren't true

Allah is enough for me and that is really what I need

Strong willed, determined, and patient

That's what Zinnirah is made of

Smile!! =D



Saturday, September 12, 2009

Flawed and imperfection....a 'completion'...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...



ramadhan is finally coming to an end. let us all make use of the remaining days in ramadhan to increase our ibadah and prayers. with ramadhan coming to an end, the spirit of worshiping ALlah should not cessate. instead, it should be a boost to our souls so that we are more prepared and geared up. for what?

"Be sure we shall test you with something of fear and hunger, some loss in goods or lives or the fruits (of your toil), but give glad tidings to those who patiently persevere,

Who say, when afflicted with calamity: "To Allah We belong, and to Him is our return"

(2:155, 156)


In this post, i wanted to be more personal. Well after reading other ikhwahs' and akhowats' blogs, i could see the personal side of them. especially in their relationship with Allah Taala. I assume that is what most people would like to read about. it gives you the aura of connectedness, doesn't it? the connection of faith and worship.

when i started writing this blog, there are two things that constantly intrude my mind :

1. the feeling of ujub (proud)

2. if i don't practice what i preach...(or write)


the feeling of ujub is a negative feeling which i think exist (could be very2x minimal or none at all) in everyone. this feeling comes from no other than the Syaitan. there are two ways which the syaitan will approach its targets (according to al-Muntalaq) . it's either persuading humans to do what Allah forbids (this is not unusual) or encourage humans to do good, but with the wrong intentions (not putting Allah as main intention). ujub is an instance of the latter part. this, i find really intricate. it is 'amazing' how syaitan is determined to stray us from the rightful path. the issue of the heart and intentions (niat) is very sensitive in Islam. it is imperative that we purify ourselves by reminding ourselves of our main purpose: none other than to please Allah Taala.
"And if (at any time) an incitement to discord is made to thee by the Evil One, seek refuge in Allah. He is the One Who hears and knows all things." (41:36)

"Dan jika syaitan mengganggumu dengan suatu godaan, maka mohonlah perlindungan kepada Allah. Sunggguh dia Maha Mendengar, Maha Mengetahui" (41:36)


the 'consequences' of writing matters pertaining religion is that you will be scrutinized, which is good because you can prevent yourself from doing things that Allah forbids. (this kind of attention is good, as long as your intention is to bring yourself closer to Allah) Even if the real situation is, you are not being under scrutiny, you yourself will feel like you are. at first, you are only being cautious of the perceptions of your fellow brothers and sisters in Islam, but later on, you will realise that the scrutinizing eyes of Allah Taala is the utmost importance above all. and besides that is the fact that if your actions speak differently from your speech, it could bring slanders unto the religion, plus the wrath of Allah Taala.

"Do ye enjoin right conduct on the people, and forget (To practise it) yourselves, and yet ye study the Scripture? Will ye not understand? "(2:44)

"Mengapa kamu menyuruh orang lain (mengerjakan kebajikan) sedangkan kamu melupakan dirimu sendiri, padahal kamu membaca al-Kitab? Tidakkah kamu mengerti?" (2:44)

Imam Hassan al-Banna:

"The art of preaching is different from the art of practising"

" Medan cakap tidak sama dengan medan amal"

i also wanted to say here that Allah created humans as imperfect. there are certain things that we overlooked, mistakes being done, things forgotten... as Muslims we should think good of others and not be quick to judge. What we can do is advise and remind each other in the most proper ways. I would really appreciate if someone pointed out what i did wrong (it may be hurtful) but it's a learning process. we learn from each other, that's for sure =)

Ma kana min khair famin ind Allah

wama kana min sharrin famin ind nafsi

(What is good is from Allah, and what is not is my own weakness)


Wallahu A'lam....

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Strangers equal Winners

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...


It is narrated on the authority of Abu Huraira that the Messenger of Allah (may peace be upon him) said: Islam initiated as something strange, and it would revert to its (old position) of being strange, so good tidings for the stranger.

indeed, the fortunate ones are those who are steadfast in their faith towards Allah Taala. in the currently challenging world, it is undeniable that it is difficult for Muslims to find a place in the society. maksiat is rife, violence unstoppable, crimes bloomed...and the list goes on. apparently, there are people these days who are willing to put aside Islam as their religion in order to feel accepted in the society. just look at our youths. in wanting to be 'accepted' in the society, they dare to defy the teachings of Islam and follow what is 'acceptable' in the community.

a common issue is the hijab. just because of some stereotyped perceptions that women who wear hijab are being oppressed, some Muslim girls are already feeling depressed. can you imagine? in order to prove to the whole world that they are the 'new independent Muslims', they boldly put off their hijab. where are your pride, sisters? don't get me wrong, dear sisters. it is out of love that i am telling this. i am in no position to judge you on what i see. Allah indeed is the best Judge and let us pray that we are under His protection at all times.

And say to the believing women that they should lower their gaze and guard their modesty; that they should not display their beauty and ornaments except what (must ordinarily) appear thereof; that they should draw their veils over their bosoms and not display their beauty .....(24:31)

In a hadith narrated by Abu Huraira, Rasulullah mentioned that true Muslims in the Last Days will be regarded as strange due to their adherence to Al-Quran and Sunnah. They are indeed, he added, are the fortunate ones. It is important for us to be strong and firm in carrying out our duty as a Muslim. It is also imperative to relate everything that we do back to al-Quran and Sunnah. what we see today is a mix of Islam and other culture. There is nothing special about the people who practised Islam anymore. Everything has blended in the waves of development and colonisation. Sad, really sad. Maybe most people thought Islam had liberated, but no. our conditions are exacerbating! Nobody is willing to uphold the once, sublime deen anymore.


At-Tabaraanee reported from the Hadith of Abu Hurairah, that the Prophet (pbuh) said: Those who clings to my Sunnah at the times of corruption of my ummah will receive the reward of a martyr.

How exactly do we bridge this gap? First things first. We need to rectify ourselves. I am saying this to others as well as myself.

Have you executed your responsibility as a Muslim? Do people see the Islam in you when they look at you? What about your characters and personalities? Do they reflect what is being emphasised in the al-Quran and Sunnah? Do you practise ukhuwah? Is al-Quran your best friend? Do you refer to it for guidance and finds solace in it? Do you cover your aurat fully? Do you take precautions when socialising with the opposite sex? Are you listening to the right music for entertainment? What do you do when you come across obscene acts in movies?

Believe me, i can go on and on. InsyaAllah, He will assist us in our effort to make amends and indeed He loves His servants who repents.

O ye who believe! Enter into Islam whole-heartedly; and follow not the footsteps of the evil one; for he is to you an avowed enemy.(2:208)

This is a post i dedicate especially for myself and i hope with this, i could contribute towards liberating Islam as a holistic religion. with this, i promise that i would try my best to uphold my religion with Izzah(pride). i will try, i will try. And so, let us all pray for Allah's forgiveness and may He accept our repentances (taubah) and may we be the true winners at the end of the line. InsyaAllah...

Ma kana min khair famin ind Allah

wama kana min sharrin famin ind nafsi

(What is good is from Allah, and what is not is my own weakness)


Wallahu A'lam....

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Sexually Transmitted Diseases (STDs)

O ye who believe! follow not Satan's footsteps: if any will follow the footsteps of Satan, he will (but) command what is shameful and wrong: and were it not for the grace and mercy of Allah on you, not one of you would ever have been pure: but Allah doth purify whom He pleases: and Allah is One Who hears and knows (all things). (24:21)


sexually transmitted disease (STDs) is one which generally spread through sexual contact. most of the diseases were initiated by virulent viruses and bacteria. Most infections have no cure. i had my medsci142 lab on reproductive system just yesterday. one word: overwhelming. we studied a number of sexually transmitted diseases and we were displayed gruesome, horrible, and shocking pictures of the effects of STDs. there was only one thing going through my mind. it was like seeing Allah's wrath on these people for committing shameful and sinful acts (zina).

these are the consequences for those who 'sleep around' with random partners whom backgrounds they don't know of. in addition, they are not the only ones affected. the child they bear in their wombs would also be likely to get infected. Allah is Most Merciful for providing us, Muslims guidelines and rules in order to protect us from these awful diseases.

Surah al-Mukminun:

1. The believers must (eventually) win through,-

2. Those who humble themselves in their prayers;

3. Who avoid vain talk;

4. Who are active in deeds of charity;

5. Who abstain from sex,

6. Except with those joined to them in the marriage bond, or (the captives) whom their right hands possess,- for (in their case) they are free from blame,

7. But those whose desires exceed those limits are transgressors


Here are some examples of common STDs. you could google for the pictures of them if you're interested.

STD 1:

Genital warts
this disease is initiated by a virus called Human papillomavirus (HPV). Patients with this condition develop visible warts around their genital areas. the infected body regions are highly contagious and could spread via oral, genital or anal sex. for females, there is a high chance of being diagnosed with cancer for cervix, vagina and anus.

STD 2:

Genital herpes

Type II herpes simplex virus causes breakout of blisters around genital areas. For females, the blisters could reach as high up in the vagina. the blisters could disappear for quite some time, but the virus remains in the body. there is no cure to this STD. type I herpes simplex caused cold sores around the mouth.

STD 3:

Gonorrhea



it is initiated by the bacteria neisseria gonorrhoeae. this disease is being spread through fluids or discharges from the infected site. if there was oral-genital contact, the mouth and throat could be infected as well. infection at genital areas could result in inflammation of the vagina and uterus for women, and the males would acquire urethritis. Worse, gonorrhea could result in infertility as the uterine tubes could be blocked by the scar tissue formation. if the patient did get pregnant, the newborn might get affected as well, after delivery. if the bacteria happened to get into the eyes of a newborn, the consequence is blindness.


Women impure are for men impure, and men impure for women impure and women of purity are for men of purity, and men of purity are for women of purity: these are not affected by what people say: for them there is forgiveness, and a provision honourable (24:26)



Ma kana min khair famin ind Allah
wama kana min sharrin famin ind nafsi

(What is good is from Allah, and what is not is my own weakness)

Wallahu A'lam....

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Ahlan Wasahlan Ramadhan




Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....


For Muslim men and women,- for believing men and women, for devout men and women, for true men and women, for men and women who are patient and constant, for men and women who humble themselves, for men and women who give in Charity, for men and women who fast (and deny themselves), for men and women who guard their chastity, and for men and women who engage much in Allah.s praise,- for them has Allah prepared forgiveness and great reward. (33:35)

There is no possible word to describe this feeling...


The feeling of being given the chance to meet another Ramadhan...


Thank You Allah...Thank You so so much...

=D

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Patience.

That is all it takes.

Life goes on.

You need to move on.

There is no reason to stay, is there?

=)

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Islam a Religion of Balance


Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
It is He Who hath made you (His) agents, inheritors of the earth: He hath raised you in ranks, some above others: that He may try you in the gifts He hath given you: for thy Lord is quick in punishment: yet He is indeed Oft-forgiving, Most Merciful. (6:165)

this week apparently is the Islamic Awareness Week in U0A organised by Auckland University Islamic Society (AUIS). so i went to this really interesting talk titled "Islam as a Religion of Balance"by Sheikh Raf'ad of the AUT. i have to say, he really opened my eyes into viewing Islam in a whole unique way. it is really amazing how Islam is connected and in harmony with our surroundings, the environment and social factors that we live in today.when seeing from different facets of Islam as a religion, we could only find perfection and flawlessness. Subhanallah...

Surah ar-Rahman:

7. And the Firmament has He raised high, and He has set up the Balance (of Justice),

8. In order that ye may not transgress (due) balance.

9. So establish weight with justice and fall not short in the balance


Among the things that he touched upon is solat. How could solat bring balance to our lives? As humans, we tend to get carried away with our work, studies, families and friends. However, solat reminds us of how we should not be too engaged with our worldly affairs. there is a need to be reminded that we have a much bigger responsibility to execute, that is our obligation towards our BIG BOSS. so that is the reason why we should take our prayers seriously. they are a form of balance in our lives.

Humans are created along with unending desires for many things such as foods and materials. Fasting could free our body from being slaves to our cravings. Islam teaches us to be in control of our body and minds, to not simply follow our emotions and greed. Fasting trains us to be patient and resilient. To be balanced.

The rules and guidelines provided by Allah are meant to store balance in our lives. they are created by Allah Taala for OUR benefits. this is one of His signs of Love towards us humans. Is it reasonable to abuse this balance? As much as Allah Taala wants us to enjoy life to its fullest, He also wants us to indulge life in the rightful way. Women in Islam, for example have to cover up because they have 'ornaments' which they have to protect. Allah Taala gave them the right to enjoy this privacy. We women should be proud that we are made beautiful and to cover up is how we show our appreciation and gratitude towards Allah Taala.

Syeikh Raf'ad also mentioned that before Allah, we are all equal. there is no discrimination in Islam, and it is indeed a universal religion. We could be from different countries and origins, but we all recite the same verses in our prayers and we refer to only one kitab, the Quran. Islam is also a religion of nation, not a stand-alone religion. it is a religion of ukhuwah and love. there is no room for hatred and envy in Islam.

O ye who believe! follow not Satan's footsteps: if any will follow the footsteps of Satan, he will (but) command what is shameful and wrong: and were it not for the grace and mercy of Allah on you, not one of you would ever have been pure: but Allah doth purify whom He pleases: and Allah is One Who hears and knows (all things). (24:21)

Wallahu a'lam

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Bismillahirramanirrahim...



Dari al-Munthalaq karangan Muhammad Ahmad al-Rashid:

"Tanda benarnya seseorang itu mengikut Rasulullah SAW ialah dia dipakaikan padanya baju besi dan topi besi baginda, disandangkan padanya pedang baginda dan dikurniakan padanya adab, sifat, dan akhlak baginda, dan dipakaikannya juga persalinan baginda. Dialah org yg sgt2 gembira. Betapa tidak, kerana dia telah menjadi umat Nabi SAW yang sebenar2nya? kerana itu dia bersyukur kerana Allah telah melantiknya sebagai pengganti Nabi Muhammad SAW di kalangan umatnya, utk menjadi penunjuk dan daie yang membimbing mereka kepada Allah Taala"

al-Syeikh Abdul Qadir al-Kailani Rahimahullah


Friday, July 31, 2009

Anger...Grrr...


Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

try imagining humans devoid of emotions. we'll be like robots and there will be no way we could understand each other because we could not convey our feelings or emotions to each other. try saying 'i love you' to your friend monotonously with a straight face and later try it again with full emotions. there is definitely a difference, eh??

when you are full of emotions, it shows on your face, your body language, Subhanallah.. and your sisters in Islam could tell and feel the connection through the emotions you portray. this is such a wonderful gift from Allah Taala and we should cherish it by controlling and manage our emotions rightfully.

emotions should be controlled. we could allow emotions to get the best of us at certain times. but there are times when we are influenced by the Syaitan and we tend to get 'over the top' emotional and this is not good. anger is a form of emotion which we should eliminate all together.

Narrated Abu Huraira:

Allah's Apostle said, "The strong is not the one who overcomes the people by his strength, but the strong is the one who controls himself while in anger"


Narrated Abu Huraira:

A man said to the Prophet , "Advise me! "The Prophet said, "Do not become angry and furious." The man asked (the same) again and again, and the Prophet said in each case, "Do not become angry and furious."


anger could induce us into doing unpredictable and horrible things. this is obviously because we are not acting based on our senses and we were being clouded by negative thoughts. often vanity is the culprit. And these negative thoughts come from no other than the Syaitan. Thus we should always seek for protection from Allah from these kinds of influences.

And if (at any time) an incitement to discord is made to thee by the Evil One, seek refuge in Allah. He is the One Who hears and knows all things.(41:36)

one of the ways to relieve anger would be to perform ablution (wudhu).

Narrated Atiyyah as-Sa'di:

AbuWa'il al-Qass said: We entered upon Urwah ibn Muhammad ibn as-Sa'di. A man spoke to him and made him angry. So he stood and performed ablution; he then returned and performed ablution, and said: My father told me on the authority of my grandfather Atiyyah who reported the Apostle of Allah (peace_be_upon_him) as saying: Anger comes from the devil, the devil was created of fire, and fire is extinguished only with water; so when one of you becomes angry, he should perform ablution.

another thing to ponder is the reason for us to feel outraged. what is the cause of us being so upset? are we being angry for the right reasons? is it worth feeling this way? some things are just not worth being upset about. emotions are nothing but just amplification of what we perceive. it is all in our minds...All in our minds...

Kempen Akhlak Mulia =)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...=)

Salam to all Akhowat2 of Auckland... =)

Erm, i guess the poster says it all...huhu...

however for more information, click the poster or visit the Flowers of Islam website...

Jazakillahu khairan =)

Monday, July 27, 2009

what has become of us?


This world is full of darkness and light

Good days and bad days

Full of good deeds and bad deeds

yet we seem to sin more than we do good

Lying becomes hobby

Speading rumours amongst our brothers and sisters becomes a must

The fool is the one who follows his lust

Praying salah becomes dust

Saying salaam amongst muslims becomes like an old book full of rust

Being fully covered becomes religious

All you hear is people talk about their sexual desires

Women today are clothed yet naked

There is a tight wire on my neck I can't breathe

Can you imagine how blazing the hell fire is


Thursday, July 23, 2009

Being judgemental



Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

i recalled my days in high school and how i always took some time sneaking off to the back of the laboratory during biology class to look at the displays of preserved animals. there were rats, turtles, snakes, and a number of insects. waht fascinated me the most was the RAT. it was sustained in a cylindrical jar, submerged in a yellowish viscous liquid. the ventral part of its body was dissected and pushed apart exposing the insides. "i wouldnt want to touch a rat," i used to say to myself everytime i walked past the display. "dirty, nasty rodents,"

but i remembered vividly how the insides of the rat are much similar to the insides of a human. the stomach, oesophagus, intestines, they are all there (well, there are some minor differences but the major organs are there) so what distinguishes humans from rats? we are both creations of Allah, we breathe, we eat, we both have sensory organs that connects us to the exterior world... the major difference would be that Allah gave humans brains which are more complex and refined than the rats.

rats were made by Him in such a manner that we would take them as disgusting, nasty and dirty animals. on the other hand, Allah chose to recognise humans as His creation with elaborated minds who could decide and think for themselves, could perceive their surroundings through sensory means, to judge from experience, to make use of the brains to store information and memories. Allah is Most Reasonable and Fair, definitely and He has His reasons for these differences.

humans these days are rather funny. most of them chose to smear 'dirt' on themselves by committing sins, eating food from non-halal sources, practising riba and ignoring solat. don't they realise the value Allah had thrusted upon them? we chose to degrade ourselves by doing things that are against Allah's will, tainting and contaminating ourselves with countless sins. now, how are we different from rats? come to think of it, we may be worse off than rats. Okay, this may sound harsh, but that is not the case. note that my message here is that it is us who chose to make ourselves 'dirty', but Allah will never look at us that way. As sinful as we can get, Allah will always be there to accept us as we are, if we are willing to make amends.

Allah is Most Forgiving. Humans are imperfect, we make mistakes. but we must always keep ourselves in check, pull ourselves back on the right track, fix ourselves. Allah is always there to listen and accept our taubat.

"O men! Call to mind the grace of Allah unto you! is there a creator, other than Allah, to give you sustenance from heaven or earth? There is no god but He: how then are ye deluded away from the Truth? " (35:3)


"Dirty, nasty, rodents"? Astaghfirullah...

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Strangers=Winners

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...




It is narrated on the authority of Abu Huraira that the Messenger of Allah (may peace be upon him) said: Islam initiated as something strange, and it would revert to its (old position) of being strange, so good tidings for the stranger.

indeed, the fortunate ones are those who are steadfast in their faith towards Allah Taala. in the currently challenging world, it is undeniable that it is difficult for Muslims to find a place in the society. maksiat is rife, violence unstoppable, crimes bloomed...and the list goes on. apparently, there are people these days who are willing to put aside Islam as their religion in order to feel accepted in the society. just look at our youths. in wanting to be 'accepted' in the society, they dare to defy the teachings of Islam and follow what is 'acceptable' in the community. a common issue is the hijab. just because of some stereotyped perceptions that women who wear hijab are being oppressed, some Muslim girls are already feeling depressed. can you imagine? in order to prove to the whole world that they are the 'new independent Muslims', they boldly put off their hijab. where are your pride, sisters? don't get me wrong, dear sisters. it is out of love that i am telling this. i am in no position to judge you on what i see. Allah indeed is the best Judge and let us pray that we are under His protection at all times.


And say to the believing women that they should lower their gaze and guard their modesty; that they should not display their beauty and ornaments except what (must ordinarily) appear thereof; that they should draw their veils over their bosoms and not display their beauty except to their husbands, their fathers, their husband's fathers, their sons, their husbands' sons, their brothers or their brothers' sons, or their sisters' sons, or their women, or the slaves whom their right hands possess, or male servants free of physical needs, or small children who have no sense of the shame of sex; and that they should not strike their feet in order to draw attention to their hidden ornaments. And O ye Believers! turn ye all together towards Allah, that ye may attain Bliss.(24:31)

In a hadith narrated by Abu Huraira, Rasulullah mentioned that true Muslims in the Last Days will be regarded as strange due to their adherence to Al-Quran and Sunnah (the Salafi Society of North America, 2001). They are indeed, he added, are the fortunate ones. It is important for us to be strong and firm in carrying out our duty as a Muslim. It is also imperative to relate everyting that we do back to al-Quran and Sunah. what we see today is a mix of Islam and other culture. There is nothing special about the people who practised Islam anymore. Everything has blended in the waves of development and colonisation. Sad, really sad. Maybe most people thought Islam had liberated, but no. our conditions are exacerbating! Nobody is willing to uphold the once, sublime deen anymore.


At-Tabaraanee reported from the Hadith of Abu Hurairah, that the Prophet (pbuh) said: Those who clings to my Sunnah at the times of corruption of my ummah will receive the reward of a martyr (the Salafi Society of North America, 2001).

How exactly do we bridge this gap? First things first. We need to rectify ourselves first. I am saying this to others as well as myself. Have you executed your responsibility as a Muslim? Do people see the Islam in you when they look at you? What about your characters and personalities? Do they reflect what is being emphasised in the al-Quran and Sunnah? Do you practise ukhuwah? Is al-Quran your best friend? Do you refer to it for guidance and finds solace in it? Do you cover your aurat fully? Do you take precautions when socialising with the opposite sex? Are you listening to the right music for entertainment? What do you do when you come across obscene acts in movies? Believe me i can go on and on. Seriously, you and i have a long way to go. InsyaAllah, He will assist us in our effort to repair ourselves and indeed He loves His servants who repents.

O ye who believe! Enter into Islam whole-heartedly; and follow not the footsteps of the evil one; for he is to you an avowed enemy.(2:208)

This is a post i dedicate especially for myself and i hope with this i could contribute towards liberating Islam as a holistic religion. with this, i promise that i would try my best to uphold my religion with Izzah(pride). i will try, i will try. And so, let us all pray for Allah's forgiveness and may He accept our repentances (taubah) and may we be the true winners at the end of the line. InsyaAllah...


Ma kana min khair famin ind Allah

wama kana min sharrin famin ind nafsi

(What is good is from Allah, and what is not is my own weakness)


Wallahu A'lam....

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Australia : a journey of tarbiyyah

bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

haven't been writing for quite a while because i was away in aussie for 8 days=) so...my naqibah asked me to write a report and here it is..there's a lot to tell actually. maybe i won't be telling everything but just the simple details of the journey.

10th july
we departed from auckland to sydney in a 2-hour flight. upon reaching sydney, we went to newcastle to meet our friends. it was a 2-hour drive from sydney airport to newie. we met at the university of newcastle and from there we board a bus towards riverwoods lodge. there was actually a winter gathering going on, organised by FAMSY-NUIMS the islamic society in newcastle university.
winter gathering in newie =)

kayaking at riverwoods lodge

11th july-12th july



sandboarding

the winter gathering ended on 12th of july and we headed back to university of newcastle. ad-duha (me, alia, aida, fiza, and kak tiqa) planned to have a night stay in newcastle before going back to sydney the day after. the next day, 12th july our newie friends brought us sandboarding (yup, surfing on sand =) it was a hilarious experience because i never seemed to get through all teh way down the slope...haha..unlike aida and aliaa. but it was fun, but aida and aliaa got some abrasions, because they attempted to surf while standing =p it was tiring when going up the slope, and also 'sandy' because we have sand all over. haha.. next, we took some pics at the beach nearby. the waves were tremendous, Subhanallah..

the beach

and then we left and went to the university of newcastle. newie uni was actually where i'd like to go when i was in taylors college, because it is situated in a reserved area. so you could imagine seeing greens everywhere when in uni site. it was just lovely and i have to say, the air was fresh and clean =) next stop: city centre in newcastle. the city was not as lively as in auckland. the buildings are quite old and faded, but they have nice beaches =) we walked along the beach for a while, snapping pictures here and there. the breeze was soft, and cold too..

it was already in the evening, and we had to catch a train to sydney at 6. we left our newie friends with a heavy heart and we were hoping to see each other again soon..huhu..we reached sydney at 9.30 pm and took a bus heading to kak tiqa's friend's house in macquarie. it was a uni residence.

13 july

unilodge in canberra

we spent the night in macquarie and the next day we planned to head to canberra, by coach. but before that we went to visit macquarie university. it was very uni-like,on a large site and something like the university of auckland. then we board the 3-hour coach towards canberra. fast forward...we reached canberra 3 hours later, kak tiqa's friend came to meet us at the station (kak lina) and she took us to the Unilodge where another of kak tiqa's friend is residing (kak sapura) we ate lunch and ate the cake baked by kak sapura...haha, sedap2.. =)

Australian National Universtity (ANU)

that night we planned to go to Canberra Islamic Centre, where there were brothers and sisters from Melbourne having their winter gathering. It was a large building, and there were lots of Islamic books in its library. i was quite envious, because there isn't any Islamic Centre in Auckland..yet..huhu..So, after saying our goodbyes to the Melbourne sisters, we went back to Unilodge. It was a long bus ride home and that night was very cold, and windy. I recalled feeling really exhausted and sleepy. Haura, nina and farah (our James Cook University friends) spent the night at Unilodge. Ad-Duha spent the night at kak lina's house. from unilodge, we had to take a 5-minute bus. everyone didn't say anything much in the bus, all we had in mind was to reach our destination and get some rrest.

14-15 july

cockington gardens

we woke up early in the morning to catch the 7 am bus going back to unilodge. after everyone was all ready, we head to the cockington green gardens. it was a garden with miniatures of famous buildings around the world, like Borobudur Temple, Mosques in Jordan and Turkey. There were also miniatures of English houses. i bought a postcard and a fridge magnet. =D it was definitely an interesting place to visit. =)

old parliament house

later on, we took a bus to the Parliament House. there were the old parliament house and the current one. the bus dropped us at the old parliament house. So from there we had to walk to the current parliament house which was not far away. here is where the Senates and the States Representatives assemble for meetings. before entering we had to have our bags screened and stuff like that. in the building we went in to see the Great Hall, the and Parliament Halls. there were two, one for Senate Assembly and the other for the State Reps Assembly. we posed and took some pictures.

After that, we took a bus to the Australian War Memorial. it was built in remembrance of the Australian soldiers who served in wars, the most significant is the Anzac Hall, where respect was paid for the soldiers engaged.

we left and head for the National Museum of Australia. there wasn't much time actually, because it was already 5 pm and we had to catch a coach back to sydney at 6 pm. so we went in there and briefly passing the exhibitions, took some photos and catch a bus back to unilodge, before going to the station to catch our 6 pm coach. we said our goodbyes to kak lina and kak sapura. they helped us a lot during our stay in canberra. we hoped to see them again InsyaAllah..
we reached sydney at 9.30 pm at the station. kak murni was there to take us back to macquarie, where we initially stayed while we were in sydney. fatigued.. exhausted.. zzz

16 july

the next morning we were planning to go to Auburn to visit the Gallipolli Mosque. Auburn is said to be where most Muslims in Aussie reside. but we planned to go to Paddy's Market in Sydney first, before going to Auburn. Paddy's Market is like a heaven for shopping souvenirs. there were lots of cheap stuff there, like key chains, t-shirts, fridge magnets, decorations, lots!! and they were very very cheap. i bought quite a lot of stuff, for everyone back home. i got myself this really cute bag, it's black and there's a kangaroo on it =) later, we took a train to Auburn. the Gallipolli Mosque was really big and beautiful. there were unique carvings of khat on the walls...breathtaking, Subhanallah..Kak tiqa was saying it looked bit like the Sultan Salehuddin al-Ayyubi Mosque. we prayed there and after that we dined at a thai restaurant. =) right after that we went back home, macquarie and settled for the day

17 july

featherdale wildlife park

that morning we went to featherdale wildlife park where there are many kangaroos and koalas =) it was quite a large park and there were many other animals besides kangaroo and koala, like crocodiles, lizards, birds, goats, sheeps..we posed with the koalas and kangaroos..they're such cuties =)

opera house
university of sydney

after that we went to the renowned Opera House. i was wondering how the inside looked like but we had no time actually, because we had to catch a ferry back to macquarie to get our luggage bags and head straight to the airport. Our flights were scheduled next morning, and we were planning to have the night in airport.
At the airport we had usrah from 12 till morning at around 5.15am, before we check-in our bags.

we reached Auckland at 3 pm, safe and sound, and glad to be home again =)

What i personally gain from this trip was it taught me a lot about being courageous in confronting everyday problems. There isn't a need to fear when we know that Allah is with us at all times to help us in our affairs. i could somehow feel that we were being given tarbiyyah by Allah throughout this journey. every problems and difficulties have their solutions, we just have to be strong and have faith in His Help. there were times when i felt physically and mentally challenged as well, but Alhamdulillah, He gave me strength to endure such situations, Allah is Most Giving =) the first-rated buildings and places i visited in Aussie opened my eyes to how humans could be multi-talented and shrewd in making and designing them...but the Creator of humans, He is much more talented and more brilliant in designing the human minds to be creative in progressing technology, now THAT IS GREAT =)